Friday, December 3, 2010

Sunday, June 20, 2010

June 20th - Mind Warp Wake Up...

The 'What if...?' appears to be a 'What the fuck?' American Government mirrors a pre-War Germany in a set up for the New World Order, Global Domination and Mind Control? Lovely, lets make a cup of tea?

After questioning the source of information, (media, education, finance...') I began to follow a string of links across the web. Numerous seemingly unrelated areas all mesh into creating the New Word Order and various means to obtain it. Two government programs I came across were:

CIA Mind Control Operations MK-Ultra. MK-Ultra represents Mind Kontrolle - the German spelling of K replacing the C in defense to Nazis, formally serving Hitler, who inspired the project. These are the final steps of the Global Elite's progression to their goal.

F.E.M.A camps...Federal Emergency Management Agency. Compare a FEMA camp to a concentration camp you won't find a difference, there are even UTube videos of thousands of empty coffins arriving at the some 6000 camps currently dotted around the USA.

Here's the cherry on top...A 'Satanic Church' known as the Temple of Set is an organization developed by the leader of Hitler's SS, Heinrich Himmler. When it was exposed that Americas Psychological Warfare was headed by a Neo-Natiz officials replied, "A man's religion is his own business."

It would seem that nations of people have been eroded into a state of 'Sheepal' (not people but sheep) hypnotized by reality television, sports, celebrity sex tapes, stress of making rent (or by paying off interest on money that only exists in a computer) and we lose sight of the experience of life. Often made to feel 'crazy' if you notice things that seem impossible. There needs to be an awakening to the potential and the 'magnet-tude' of the global collective consciousness. Everything is a reflection of what we have created. We are infinite consciousness, everything is a holograph projected from a far corner of the universe and the only thing 'real' is Love.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

june 16th 10 Past is the present that makes our future

I came across an old diary, old poems, old emails...from two years ago.. a year ago... time bleeds and colours the days. Each time has felt like an eternity, each eternity a number of days, a life and the future is full of lives. The rope that burns my palms needn't if I trust in my infinite sole.

Reading over the words of yesterday brought back the emotions...the change, the loss, the soulful GPS that repositioned and since then I've spun out out out out... Looking back in the rear view mirror I noticed an eternity. Look forward an eternity lays languid as watery sunshine caught between concrete, city and sky.

Sorrow takes flight, sparrows form clouds and fly in formations...all is never lost only held forever. Forever builds today's foundation.

Last night I started watching True Blood and loved it. Vampires are the new thought boat. Think of them metaphorically and audit my energy, I don't want to let anyone drain me. Think of NYC everyday. London was last nights dream. NYC will be tomorrow's. Today my eyes escape into the mountains, I listen to the 'doo de doo do dar' of Southern Americans and ate chicken, biscuits and gravy for breakfast.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

June 13th 2010 Jacked up on David Icke Spiritual Awakening

8 hours staggered over a week spent sponging into the words from my laptop screen, watching David Icke 'Beyond the edge of Reason' words found a connection to a gut feelings, intuition knowledge of My Self already known but now acknowledged. "I am infinite conscientiousness, infinite being, infinite potential. The only thing real is love and all else is an illusion. We are nothing but a holograph projected from a far corner of the universe. We have the capacity to experience infinite knowledge. Life is no more but an experience. We are all one in infinite diversity bound with infinite love and our purpose is not to 'survive' but to experience. I am an infinite being and 'Chloe Firetto-Toomey' is the name of my experience. It's time to connect the right and left brain and to trust the intuition of the global collective consciousness of what is right. The good in humanity and not a viscous fight of profits, hierarchy, murder and exploitation. Once we awake all fear and impossibility will dispel and the fog will have lifted.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Frday 11th June - Notes on Asheville, North Carolina

It sounds like "Do de do Dar di do de do" when people speak. I'm sure to them, I'm the one who talks funny with a presumable 'la di da' persona. The crossover from London, Miami to small mountain city has been introspecting. Like animals at the zoo observing each other or like deciding to have a child when your holding someone Else's. Moving to Asheville was like that. I thought the it would be fabulous. 'Quaint' 'Artsy' that everyone would be pleasant and the sun would shine upon me as I strolled through the town with the mountains as my backdrop. Turns out the rage fueled roads are picturesque from a far with roadkill marking the perimeters more frequent than street lights. Downtown is pleasant with cafes, bars and restaurants, privately owned businesses...how nice? The town closes down around 11 or 12 apart from one bar. The privately owned businesses are a victory against the corporate which I applaud. Still their is a small mind mentality. A dislike for those who are not native. This primitive concept should have been washed away considering the streets are named after those from the big cities...'Lexington Ave', 'Broadway' and 'Wall Street'...I've seen busier roads in the back streets of my hometown, Bristol, England. All the attributes of a big City without the people to make it. Asheville appears to have a bad attitude and a small mind that doesn't fit the exterior. A great place for hippies with families, herbalist and a mecca for the self righteous. Look what it's done to me! Get me to NYC!!!!!!!